The Final Chapter

I got no more words to add in my story,

 

 

The next chapters are still a complete mystery.

 

 

But my story is full of blank pages,

 

 

And my life is coming to its final stages.

 

 

 

Tomorrow could be the beginning and the end,

 

 

I wonder if tomorrow I should attend?

 

 

This happens just once in a lifetime,

 

 

Is love really a crime?

 

 

 

 

 

Everyday of our life, shouldn't be missed,

 

 

Even though it feels like we don't exist.

 

 

Teach me the value of happiness,

 

 

And I'll show you despair and sadness.

 

 

 

 

 

I think I got a sickness without a cure,

 

 

This weakness of mine is just so pure.

 

 

It's time to pack up and leave all these things behind,

 

 

I quit this life, I resigned!

 

 

 

 

 

I just wanna scream, but I can't make a sound,

 

 

I should just swallow this pills, until I'm on the ground.

 

 

I wanna run, but only far enough for you to miss me,

 

 

I wanted for us to be, but I guess you're better off without me.

 

 

 

 

 

Listening to music, I hear my heart beat, I think of you.

 

 

Caught up in circles, this hatred is nothing new.

 

 

Suitcases of memories, they shouldn't be kept,

 

 

Just like how my life, I couldn't accept.

 

 

 

 

 

I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,

 

 

I wish that I can soar in that sky and break through.

 

 

Speak with me through the angels in the sky,

 

 

And they will tell you that I'm not a tough guy.

 

 

 

 

 

This is becoming a problem, I'm hurting it's unfair,

 

 

But somehow your words, they try to comfort this pain I bear.

 

 

This journey through darkness has got me blind,

 

 

This path I chosed is controlled by my mind.

 

 

 

 

 

So slow down, the world is just waiting for us to give up now,

 

 

This will be the end, which we shall not allow.

 

 

I hope you see, that this world doesn't matter to me,

 

 

I'll soar the sky and swim across the sea.

 

 

 

 

 

I've given up all I had just to breathe,

 

 

The same air as you till my last heart beat.

 

 

Just look away and pray for salvation,

 

 

This is the love of my addiction.

 

 

 

 

 

This fire is burning bright,

 

 

It's burning me tonight.

 

 

No one can save me now,

 

 

To darkness, I shall bow...