Misery

My hopes and dreams crushed into a non-existence. My soul is captured and makes no resistance. I surrender my soul to misery; I make no attempt to break free. It creeps into my mind and soul, I can no longer see. I’m now a slave to depression, a hater of glee. A chained soul, no happiness, no cheerfulness in me. Misery and hatred all around, By the rules of sadness, I am bound. Can no longer breathe, I’m suffocating, I’m depressed, angry and hating. Round every corner I meet, Shadows of darkness, misery and defeat. Rivers formed by my tears,  Oceans and oceans by my fears. Criticizing every move I make, Regretting every step I take. I’m no longer human; I’ve turned into a wreck, Torturing myself in my own private heck. With thoughts of guilt, misery and pain, I’m no longer living, I'm going insane. I’m now a thing by gloominess being decayed, All hopes and smile truly did fade. Pain crawls down every spine in my back, The longer the time, the more sanity I lack. My mind is like a troublesome sea, In a huge room trapped alone in a corner, that’s me! I can never break free for these chains are too tight, And even if I do there’s no one in sight. No one to run to for help, to call to the rescue, Even if I break free what am I to do??? There’s nothing out there but the huge mad woods, Where dementors in black are hiding their faces with hoods. What will I do? Run alone in those woods in fright? Hoping for lost dreams and overshadowed light?? Hoping for things I can never obtain?? I’d rather stay here, there’s nothing in it to gain but pain. I’m overflowing with fears,  Drowning in my own tears. My soul is locked up somewhere in my living corpse, With no more dreams or love or hopes.  Can someone out there set it free??? Can someone out there come and save me???