I Must Go

I stand in the doorway,
Like wave stopping at the bay.
A feeling of dread coming over me,
A deja-vu that would scare even thee.
Life is nothing to be celebrated,
Its something that should be discriminated.
I had once loved this poison,
But now it has become my prison.

Endless blood, torture and screams,
Its heaven that the sun beams.
We are the abandoned ones,
So many wrongs we have sinfully done.
You had once watched over me,
But now you left me in depthless seas.
I know you love me, I know you care,
But it's your concern that forever snare,

It's time you let me go,
It's time that my soul be sold.
I am never meant to be,
So leave me in this stormy sea.
You had never really cared,
There is only so much pain I could bear.
You know this pain must end,
So break me and break my stand.

The door is forever closed,
As darkness began to stifle my nose.
This agony must have an exit,
This torture is so much explicit.
Break me, leave me, kill me,
Let my shattered soul be.
I am abandoned by this world,
And forever I will burnt.