I've had enough..

Two years in, and it gets tough.

I know for sure now, I've had enough.

I have had enough of acting mature,

Of breaking the limits that one can endure.

Having so much to say yet nothing to speak;

Being strong at mind, at the heart, so weak.

I have had enough of being betrayed,

Of the trust bestowed, but left unpaid.

Of having to bury the feelings inside,

'Cause there's no one that you can confide.

I have had enough of living nightmares,

Of having the feeling that no one cares..

Of memories that make me smile and cry,

Exploring the places where truths lie..

Of acting jolly when nothing seems fine,

When the heart is heavy and you feel like dyin'..

I've had enough of sleeping pills,

I've had enough of the silence that kills..