BEFORE!!

lostandouttacontrol

When my mom yells

All I want to do is cut

When I feel stupid

I want to cut

When my mom doesn’t want to come home

I want to cut

When life isn’t worth living

I want to cut

When I cry

I look for something to cut with

But that would make her yell more

Because I promised

That I wouldn’t cut

I would be a better daughter

But all I have been is a screw up

Nothing I have ever done was right

Nothing I do is right

In school

In sports

……..

In life

……

I want to go back

Back to when I wasn’t a screw up

Before I stole

Before I cut

Before

…..

When I

….

Was

Enough

..

For

.

anyone

  • Author: kira (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 21st, 2012 17:43
  • Comment from author about the poem: I have been cut free for 4 months but like this poem says I still feel like it when things go wrong and nobody I know understands and this is how I'm going to show them. I KIRA SPRING ENG STILL FEEL THE NEED TO CUT BUT UNTIL NOW YOU HAVE OVER LOOKED THE REASONS BUT NOW YOU CAN'T BECAUSE THEY WILL FOREVER BE HERE SHOWING HOW I FEEL AND HOW YOU (EVERYONE I KNOW)DON'T HELP!!!
  • Category: Gothic
  • Views: 22


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