I can’t wait for life to over
When the pain has gone away
when all of my flaws
will be left in the past days
I want to stop feeling guilty
I want the hurt to end today
Because there is so much a girl can take
before she finally breaks
being on this earth
makes me feel like I've been locked up my whole life
as if I've been brutally beaten
With rumors, hate and lies
The pain that I feel in my heart
has been there for years
from the things that I’ve been told
to the many shedded tears
when I would lay in my bed at night
and cry myself to sleep
because I was never perfect
I could not live up to the wannabe’s
I was always the girl who couldn’t
the one that tried to hard
Now there is no turning back
because I have traveled to far
I’ve been walking for so long
that I can’t feel my body anymore
I have been chased by many things
I don’t even feel the sore
I’ve been dragged in the dirt
And spit in the face with hurtful truths
I have been chased by my flaws
and this has all been amuse
to those I called friends
they're the ones who said would hold me down
but they have somehow become my enemies
with my hand calling for help, still on the ground
So I'll let my body feel the pain
I'll wait till im dead asleep
I'll wait until the sun stops shining
until there is no...more...me.
- Author: D. Angel (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: December 5th, 2015 15:37
- Comment from author about the poem: Sometimes there is only so much a person can take until words can no longer explain. -D.A.
- Category: Unclassified
- Views: 45
Comments4
Gosh..... I am so sorry you are closed to the truth - life on Earth is a fabulous experience - your effort is the power (all the power you need), and remember the one truth of the Universe: Thought is reality.
Yes sometimes the truth seems to be hiding behind the tears that blur my vision but it is all reality
Powerful, thank you for sharing.
Thank you for reading.
Great poem. I'm sure lots of people can relate to this feeling, especially when it's written down for others to see.
thank you for your feedback!
You're quite welcome!
Wow! I've been in this place before. Stay strong girl it will be worth it in the end. You have the power to help many people with the life lessons you have learned and the pain you have felt. Never forget that.
Thank you so much for your comment. and yes you are right, sometimes our wrongs will be somone elses rights.
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