Disconnected

Give to me the life I longed for

I wished many years

Held back all tears

Headed to ignore

I lasted for many nights like this

My blood drips into the white ground

I asked for mercy, for bliss

Merciless you come around 

I am disconnected from them

I listen as the time melts away

Reborn into mayhem

Put me to lay

You know how it feels to be ripped from good luck?

I felt the rage inside once more as you claim to not give one fuck

I lasted many nights like this

To put out the light for bliss

But in conclusion there's nothing I miss

I live to seperate lies 

To never look upon the skies

To ignore all fucking cries

I told them the secret 

But they couldn't fucking keep it

They never fucking embraced it

It's okay cause when their time comes I'll not care

At their funeral, I'll be the first one to be there

Can't wait to smile through it all as I stare

As they lay you away 

What do you have to say? 

And I'm the one left scarring 

Please

Say hi to the devil for me

I'll be waiting patiently

So much guilt as you're disconnected from us all

Oh yeah you never realized how much I prayed for this day, your fall

What does your life matter to you? 

You will waste away 

I'll live a great life with much to say

What will you have yet to do? 

Choose the road where you get left behind

Cause thats the place you reside in my mind

Am I'm supposed to be disconnected from every damn thing

Every damn thing?

Do you know what I'm capable of?

I am invincible to your bullshit

What made you this way?

Fuck your hopeful dove

I made you from every bit 

Conqueror I am if I may say 

Hear the Bell?

It's sounds like a calling

A message from hell

You're falling

You're fading

Life is spading

Live in filth