There is no doubt that I am quiet
or reserved
or stoic
or apathetic
But why? --
Because, in the third grade, I got made fun of because
“boys don’t do gymnastics”
Because, there’s nothing more demoralizing than
being called a fairy, each and every day
Because, it can be hard to have great friends
when nobody will speak to you
Because,
“only queers cheerlead”
Because,
“dance is for fags”
When an entire population of people
are constantly telling you how weird you are
how abnormal you are
you begin to believe them
You begin to believe that “real boys”
don’t cheerlead
or dance
or write
And once you are made
to feel so remarkably puny
What is there to show?
Why would you want to showcase your shortcomings to the world?
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Author:
Nicholas Adair (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: June 21st, 2016 11:03
- Comment from author about the poem: This poem came out of me when I was younger (about 12 years old). It was what I was feeling, and I keep it in type as a trophy, an accomplishment of what I\\\'ve overcome.
- Category: Sad
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Comments2
Because some part of the world won't think less of you for doing the things that you love. I'm glad that you keep this poem as a reminder of things you've overcome and not because they are still with you. I hope you've found a safe space to be yourself and friends who encourage you to do the things you enjoy.
Thank you so much. I have found a safe place, both in writing and in the world. I have found people that support me.
The world is cruel. Especially when we stand out.
Your brave writing this and I'm glad you have. Good for you, keep doing what your good at.
Much love
Thank you so much!
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