To the next person who cares

PerpetualFlowers

Yes I know I am a lot to handle

I will ask the same questions

over 

and 

over

I am insecure and I think-I know

 I am not good enough for you

I will be dependent upon you

You will be the only light in my life

I will get to be too much

Because one second I'm too clingy

But the next I'm pushing you away

I want you to know

It's not you because it's me

It's not your fault I'm unhappy 

I often fall into the depths of depression

And I will want-need you

But I will be too much

Because the blades biting my skin

Will be more important than the kisses you plant there

You plant the seeds for happiness

But I don't know how to water them correctly

Because I've learned through the years

That you can't water happiness with tears

Everyone has left

I won't let my guards down

But if I do..if I become vulnerable 

Please don't make me regret it

Because I always have before

To the next person who cares about me..

I'm sorry 

  • Author: ~xx (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: July 7th, 2016 18:40
  • Category: Unclassified
  • Views: 70
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Comments6

  • Just.Dev

    This is so good! alot like what i write about! we should write one together?! good job!!!!

  • The 2 A.M Writer

    Very emotional! This is almost exactly how I am. Good work!

  • AlitaOpal

    This master piece described a time in my life..
    I'm so touched, it's Beautiful..
    Thank you

    ~ Alita

  • willyweed

    very nice poem in structure and flow. ww

  • Justsomegeeze

    Seems I'm not alone in feeling personally attached to this poem! Encapsulates the emotions and thoughts so accurately it's hard not to relate

    • PerpetualFlowers

      Thank you so much, I just write my thoughts and hope it comes through to others

    • Severus Alexander

      Melancholy.. passionate, and engaging. A heartfelt poem on the edge of the precipice of emptiness.



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