Yes I know I am a lot to handle
I will ask the same questions
over
and
over
I am insecure and I think-I know
I am not good enough for you
I will be dependent upon you
You will be the only light in my life
I will get to be too much
Because one second I'm too clingy
But the next I'm pushing you away
I want you to know
It's not you because it's me
It's not your fault I'm unhappy
I often fall into the depths of depression
And I will want-need you
But I will be too much
Because the blades biting my skin
Will be more important than the kisses you plant there
You plant the seeds for happiness
But I don't know how to water them correctly
Because I've learned through the years
That you can't water happiness with tears
Everyone has left
I won't let my guards down
But if I do..if I become vulnerable
Please don't make me regret it
Because I always have before
To the next person who cares about me..
I'm sorry
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This is so good! alot like what i write about! we should write one together?! good job!!!!
Very emotional! This is almost exactly how I am. Good work!
This master piece described a time in my life..
I'm so touched, it's Beautiful..
Thank you
~ Alita
Thank you so much
very nice poem in structure and flow. ww
Thank you
Seems I'm not alone in feeling personally attached to this poem! Encapsulates the emotions and thoughts so accurately it's hard not to relate
Thank you so much, I just write my thoughts and hope it comes through to others
Melancholy.. passionate, and engaging. A heartfelt poem on the edge of the precipice of emptiness.
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