Overwhelmed with love, affection, and joy

Yet filled with hate and malice 

A walking contradiction, whom has no balance 

Smile today frown tomorrow, laugh now cry later

That's the mentality, thats the way of life 

The only way I know to survive, never let anyone close 

You can't get to know me, I'm stingy with myself 

I've felt pain, I've felt love 

Both come hand in hand 

Im not prepared to go through the fire and begin a war with you 

Im still fighting within myself..

Who am I ?

Why am I here ? 

Questions i often ask myself, but possess no answer 


  • Author: thebettersideofme69 (Offline Offline)
  • Published: July 13th, 2016 09:42
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  • willyweed

    nothing is better than love, as painful as that sometimes can be. like technology its great when its working.
    good write! ww

    • thebettersideofme69

      Haha great comparison and thanks for the support truly !

      • willyweed

        you write I'll read truly! ww

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