Okay ?

Most of the time I'm not okay,

And the world never makes any sense,

Most of the time I just try not to cry,

Alone here sat on the fence.

Between two worlds, to neither belong, 

Just waiting for it all to stop, 

It won't be okay, I know this for sure, 

So can you please just not. 

Anyone who can say they don't care they don't fit,

Is a very good liar it seems, 

But there's no denying the sense of belonging, 

That some only get in their dreams.

Some of the time, I am ok,

And the birds sing louder for me, 

But I've learnt that by now, the feeling won't last,

And soon I'll be back to reali-ty,

I wish I could tell you that I am alone, 

And the feelings I have, justified, 

But the truth is they love me, my family, they do,

And I've tried to be happy, I've tried. 

But if there's one thing I know, in this hell hole called life, 

I love them with all of my heart. 

But a someone like me, fucked up beyond belief, 

Was only screwed from the start.