Hidden

My mind,
is absolute chaos.
My silence,
allows people to interpret whatever they want.
My thoughts,
seem to only come out on paper.

Why do you ask "Do you wear a mask ?"
Well only for Mardi Gras ~ so far
One specially made for the big parade
So nobody knows who you really are !
So all through the week With my tongue
In my cheek I make hay at New Orleans
Am I genius ~ am I a geek ?
Nothing is quite what it seems
But it made me think ~ do I need shrink ?
Am I hiding behind an elaborate mask
Am i really true or can folk see right through
The mask for the task that I wear ?
Am I just a fake ~ with fine speeches I make
Is the REAL ME really there ?
So I lay down my crown on the Blood
Stained Ground ~ take off my mask
God sees my deeds ~ He knows my needs
Before I confess ~ for forgiveness ask !

I like to keep my feelings hidden.
To be expressive, is to be vulnerable.
No one knows the real me, how could they?
I like to keep my feelings hidden.
If one cares, then one will ask.
Since no one does, I shall keep them hidden.

TOMORROW is hidden from all of us
Even the Fortune Tellers and Soothsayers
Don't know any more than we do futurewise.
MISFORTUNE is hidden from all of us
We wake up optimistic that nothing bad will
Happen to us ~ I'm glad its hidden ~ are you ?
GOOD FORTUNE is hidden from all of us
Nobody dreamt the UK Ladies Hockey Team
Would win the GOLD today ~ but they did it !
THE DATE OF OUR DEATH is hidden from us.
We do know we will die one day ~ but how ?
Do we prepare ? We can have a Funeral Plan !
So many other things are (Thank GOD) hidden.
GOD holds the key to all unknown and I am GLAD
If other hands should hold the key ~ Or if HE
Trusted it to me ~ I might be SAD ~ I might be SAD

They've been hidden
All my feelings have been hiding
I never open up
No one can ever see inside me
People ask if I'm okay
I straight face lie into their eyes
Even if I told the truth
They'll never understand me right
Life's a fright
I cry at night
Without my ex
I don't feel right
So if you see I'm hurting
Don't you ask if I'm alright
I just told this poem
Truth stays hidden but here's a lie

HIDE AND SEEK ~ HIDE AND SEEK
Cant you see I'm hidin' please dont peek
Im shy thats why I hide away
All the night ~ most of the day
I want to mix to get my fix
But all the people scare me
To break me down they play means trix
And if i break ~ for Heavens sake
Then no one will repair me !
If I was a normal Man
Then I would do the best I can
But Im a freak it must be said
Just one body but TWO HEAD.
My heads are nice and side by side
Eyes nose ears and a smile that wide.
But normal folks are scared of me
Two heads are odd youll all agree !
Because my haeds are side by side
Ones very difficult to hide !
To be in public Im disgraced
I guess because I am two faced
My name is Jim and my Twin Fred
Is really just my other HEAD