Ready To Grieve

 When I found out it didn't know what to think.

Is this really what's happening?

I had my suspicions, but I did not want it to be real.

I grew up with this and never thought it would happen to me;

but it's what happened and now I have to move on.

Something better. something less toxic.

No more drama or noise.

I've been waiting to grieve for way too long;

and now it's time to stop this.

The "what ifs" and "what could I have done different?"

Coming to terms and ready to embrace the change.

So here I am at the end, ready to grieve.