Every time

Every time I close my eyes, you're there.

Every time I open them, I see your stare.

Every time I look around, I picture you

As your eyes are so deep like the ocean blue.

But I don't want this, seeing you wherever I go.

Because you're dead, and everything is going slow.

As I open and close my eyes, you're drifting.

Like you were never here, like things are shifting.

I feel lost, gone, not here.

As if I disappeared.

Into the sky I go.

When the wind takes me with the flow.

Every time this happens, I feel lost.

Like I'm some sort of ghost.

Every... fucking... time...