Fine

LIGHT WARRIOR


Notice of absence from LIGHT WARRIOR
I am currently working on more light hearted work after a wonderful year of change . God bless you all..

I am fine

Really, I am...

Sitting here in this merciless humidity

Choking on the heat of the night

Every now and then I gasp for oxygen, as I am overcome by the feeling that something just isn't right

The memory of our laughter when we were together as one invades

An intruder

Taking me completely over for an instant

I do everything to stop myself from just getting in my car and driving illegally

Into an empty unknown

Searching for that feeling that I never had known until then

Hyperventilating like a fucking madman

My reasoning is all unclear

Then again, I am hiding

I see others feel my pain and begin to approach me

I cannot deal with anything trivial right now

All that I can think of is him

There are no solid reasons for why he and I lost each other so suddenly

It's too late now anyway

His cocaine-ridden, drunken confessions were probably best left unsaid

Visions of him dancing with his new little sugar plumb won't even budge, much less depart from my wounded head

Left alone

Left for dead

Too fractured to fall asleep in our bed

There is nothing that won't trigger it

It is crazy nonsense

Hence, my departure

I am fine ,though, most definitely...

I am just fine

Stockpiling up all of my liquor and my wine

The great ideas that can come to the minds of divinity

Days run through into tomorrows that become yesterdays

Merging to become a void filled with unknown particulars

The details were never meant to become so pertinent anyhow

Perhaps not knowing where the now stands upon my calendar is actually a strength that I should respect in high regard

Just as long as the cocktails and drugs keep coming around, and all the boys cocks stay ready and hard

"Oh, waiter, I'll take another bubble o' shard, por favor!??

I am fine, really, I am just fine...so, bring back the fucking bottle of wine, bitch!

Don't worry, I give you my word that I will try to hitch myself some other ride

It is "Gay Pride" weekend, after all...and, my karma hall awaits me....

6-25-2009

 

 

  • Author: LIGHT WARRIOR (Offline Offline)
  • Published: September 8th, 2016 01:32
  • Comment from author about the poem: This was right after Reyes and I originally broke up. We were forced apart by everyone around us, and I literally was a wasted mess. I wrote this picturing myself out at a bar or restaurant talking to my server ...I am a server too, so I think that's where it came from. I am not too sure, because, I was a mess like a said...
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  • Frances.Zacharias97

    Wow this is amazing! I really connected with the feelings! SO good!

    • LIGHT WARRIOR

      Thank you, I'm glad you connect because I when I write, I don't believe in holding back or editing my work. I want my readers to feel what I'm feeling when I express it...I appreciate your feedback greatly! please read the others and in the future!~

    • giantgentlebear

      great -powerful -you write from the heart - not a pre planned housing estate but a straight arrow-
      i believe poetry should be about true feeling - thanks

      • LIGHT WARRIOR

        Thank you.. I DO write from the heart and I let it flow through me without worrying about the content...I am glad you enjoyed it...please read my others and look for more in the future...

      • Tony36

        Awesome Awesome Awesome

        • LIGHT WARRIOR

          You ARE AWESOME TONY!!!!!:) Thank you

          • Tony36

            Welcome



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