Kangaroo

Seems like just another day

Living this way is no way to live

Waiting for someone else to come along and pave your path

The wrath that builds and builds within implodes you in an instant

One that everyone but you saw coming from a thousand miles away

You must have seen it too

Like an overgrown kangaroo bounding toward whatever it sees in you

Unless you have been living in some kind of awkward trance

Eyes wide open

Asleep

Surroundings too deep for you to even dream of catching your breath

The envy abound stealing forever your air

Bare naked

Out on display

Being poked and prodded by hidden specters

Little gray men that only you are able to see

Begging God for forgiveness

False promises of who you are to become manifest the being that someday soon you shall be

Pinnochio nose growing

Right before your lying eyes

None of this should really surprise you

How IS

this

possible?

Treading water in the eternity of things that have occurred before

Searching for a destiny that your obsession with the past causes you to blatantly ignore

This precious moment that is the now- which is all that there ever was, ever has been, ever will be

The factor that should be the most obvious is the one and only part of you that you simply refuse to let yourself see

If Humans are so damned divine by Nature, then why don't you figure out how the Hell to tell me this can be so?

Too many fools are out there seeking answers to the riddles that only God needs to know

Doing everything that they have clearly been instructed to avoid

Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap

Tweaked out

Flailing

Paranoid

Destroyed, ultimately

I myself have also traveled down the same roads that they have

My end result has, perhaps, been much brighter than theirs

Because, as I traveled down those very roads, I always made sure to take the time to sit and meditate, sing a song at the top of my lungs, or pray..

I have always taken everything that I take on toward the light, rather than down to a dark, dingy lair

I have always landed on two feet, because I have always chosen to care inherently...even when they could have cared the fuck less about the likes of me

I have always attempted to voice only the truth ever since I learned that it is what sets us free

There are plenty out there who won't ever agree simply because they own their rights for refusal

Stubborn asses

Lazy fucking mules

Waiting for any chance that they may have to bamboozle those of us who have been born out of love

The kind that wedlock could never truly claim

Why would anyone take on the karmic boomerangs of the results of changing their birth names?

Soon, the fleeting bliss becomes a dirty, vicious game of cat and mouse

Imagine running through your maze while dragging along that silly attachment that you all your "spouse"

Stuffing them into their pouches like they are an overgrown kangaroo

Running boundless with dead weight upon your abdomen that starts wearing your flesh away from your bones

The obstacle course that is impossible to make it through without being granted your divorces

Of course, nowadays everyone signs pre-nuptial agreements ahead of time

Wow, I guess that is their idea of the meaning of "true love"...

June 2013