True Hearted

The black seeped through the edges

Spilling through all of the light that I radiate

That one-of-a-kind special blend of spiritual war paint that has become a protective barrier within these walls

Since I arrived here late in April to take on the five retrograde planetary cycles of May, I have given more than half of my essence to this cause

It really does not matter why or when or what or how

The goodness of this place was built from only a handful of the true hearted souls over many hours of conceptual time

Naturally, the adversary plopped its fat, stubborn, relentless ass down right on top of square one

It's not patient enough to have come in for the kill silently

Nothing of its nature comes without the notice of something much bigger, stronger

Something much more important

Vital to me, it is yet another recital of the same old tired tale

Only, this one has me caring

Has me loving

Has me sharing

Has me trusting

Has me learning to deal with indifference much more eloquently

Has me actually giving a fuck for once because, for once, there are many real reasons why I should

Reasons why I could not possibly deny that which has been appointed to me by my true Creator

I have come to assist them , if not much more, in all of their battles

With all of their learned lessons returned to them to see them eye to eye

From what came clear to me through the casual chit-chat of the few that decided to meet up and compare their fears and apprehensions on the sly

Nothing gets by anything else here in our happy little homestead

With me, I have lost all of my will to live only to fulfil my own goals

For, in doing so, I realize that my life has been much more blessed than many others I have seen doing things exactly the same but much different at the same time

This is what is known as a "wash" in its simplest form which you are all now welcome to be a part of

You are also welcome to create your own and we will then leave it all at that

Obviously, being here has not yet come to pass because of anything other than the drug-induced delusions of a mad woman

Passing must go or be done some other time

I am late!

Actually, I made it in and now I am back to broke and I am stuck again!

Go figure!

Fuck off!

I am doing all that I can do to get back up and on the move

I am taking back all of my groove now

I cant just sit still and wait around to see what the rest of you decide to do with the power that I have allowed you to earn just by knowing me

We are all free to do now as we choose

I have chosen to move forward, up, out, and back again, maybe....

Maybe not....

My point here is that I am not your fucking savior

I am not the complaint department nor the Chamber of Commerce

What more do any of you expect from me?

Come on, I know that at least one of you can at least think of something, you will make sure of it   

Its a damned good thing that I plan things out far in advance

I have learned how to do it by choice over time

It makes me able to actually relax

Ok, I got a new idea..

I shall capture and destroy  that slimy, nasty, grimy black slug before its dishonesty becomes our worst policy

We must all come forth and unite  in a stand still  so that we can remain here as the true hearted souls

We each have now some goals that are separate and some that are still the same                                            

My royal name will always remain here with all of you and you all with my name will forever remain too

My time here is now over

My mission is through

I must now make sure to remain true to myself

As I move forward

and after I am gone......

9/25/2016