Your Love

You're the closest to perfect that I've ever felt

you being so perfect, I thought I was perfect myself

I was lost in you

lost in our love

wanting more but never having enough..

no one could fulfill what you gave me..

and no one could replace the way that you saved me..

losing you hurts but I know what I didn't

I realize now that the reality I saw really isn't

You were so good to me and I was so good with you

but with you is key word

I was so good WITH you..

I always was because you made me complete

filled the hole I felt in myself laying beneath my feet..

you filled the hole then I dug another

filled my hole for me when I was digging one for you..

I stopped digging my own hole and feeling my own pain

instead I gave it you and let the stress build on your brain

I pushed you away while I sucked in your love

But when I gave it back I also shared the drug.

I wanted yours and wanted it from you but in the end

i lost your trust with trying to be someone's friend.

I'll never forget what we had, and never forget the way you made me feel...

I hope someday in life you experience a person who will love you like you loved me...

with a love so real.