Waste of space

Loosing friends loosing hope,
Seems like no one cares, Feel stuck in a globe.
Why does everything seem so magical?
like learning new things and doing a pratical.
Being popular, is not everything, Being hated is.
getting hurt because i flirt.
Fooling around with no sound.
just dont want to be found.
But im here, feeling like shakespeare
dropping into tears, coz im full of fear.
Loving poetry is a dream, not a fairytale, just doing a theme.
Being a teen, just wanting to be the best like something like the queen.
Being pretty, people just always thinks im a fitty.
I say " its not about looks, its about personality"
not a cartoon, its REALITY!
Feeling a waste of space, just want people to think of me is ace.
Think i was misplaced.
Why am i good at everything?
Because of that i get called a geek, then i just come out with come backs like "so what im on fleek, and you reek".
Hating who i am, isnt going to solve it. I cant help being wit.
I may be popular, sometimes i wish i was unpopular.
even though I still get called hideous names. I take it serious but they take it as games.
My life, The wild life.

Sometimes it seems, I am outside looking in
No one can see, the real me
Popular and cruel, the unspoken rule
Hurt me, and I'll hurt you back
Step aside, now I am ruling this reality
this wasted space, feeling like a fatality

MOI ~ AM I REALLY A ~ W A S T E OF S P A C E ?
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SAY THAT TO MY FACE ~ Youre a Waste of Space
Is the worst thing that you can say to a TEEN
When I was TEEN I hid behind my FACE
Tried to look so smart and very very keen !
My MUM never said it (Mums always see the best !)
But my DAD did if I failed at SPORT
By my PEERS I was just trreated like the rest
THE COPS said it once ~ but only when I was Caught !
French Teacher said VOUS ETES UN PERLE D'ESPACE
I simply smiled and said OUI PROFESSEUR MERCI
In truth I could have kicked him in the ASS
That would have not been too too smart of me !
But I succeeded ~ earned good Science Degree
And ive won minor prizes in all kinds of SPORTS
A WASTE OF SPACE ? Please dont say that to my FACE
Or Ill thrsh you on the LOCAL TENNIS COURTS
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Thanks for reading ~ please add one ~ BRIAN