Hopeless Addiction

I am just an addict, it's perfectly clear.

It's worse then a habit, it's a problem severe.

It's my choice and it's tragic, just sincere, when I tell you that addiction is something to fear. So I'm just an addict, it's a choice that I've made. Now I'm a slave to my habit, shackled and chained. And I can't break free, it's so hard to explain, but it helps to not feel all the hurt and pain. 

Yes the hurt and pain that I carry inside, but it's the hate and distain that I can no longer hide.

I have my addiction, so it's time to decide. 

So I break free from these chains? Or just lay down and die? 

Do I give in and quit, just live life addicted? 

Or do I clean up my act and feel the pain that's inflicted?

All the hurt and pain, the quilt and remorse. I guess it's true what they say, when it rains it pours. So it's raining on me, I'm trapped in the storm. 

This life that I live, is so far from the norm. The people you meet and the places it takes you. 

If one things guaranteed, it's if you let it, it breaks you. Yes it breaks ypu down never building you up. So if your there right now, then please don't give up. 

Even though it seems impossible and your hands are cuffed. Just know that anything is possible, when you've had enough.

So listen to me, hear the sound of my voice, as I tell you about addiction and the drug of my choice. 

Let me tell where I've been, and how much it costs, let me tell you what I've spent, and how much I've lost. 

Let me tell you about the friends that I don't have anymore. Let me tell you about burden, hurt,guilt, and remorse.

Let me tell you that it's not worth it. I just hope that you listen, 

Stay away from all the drugs, and

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                                  Hopeless"              Addiction"

                                                    ~Annie~