It hurts you.

It hurts

when all you can think about is him

the way he kissed you,

the way he would embrace you in his arms,

the way he never judged you no matter what you

did.

The truth is he was always judging you 

he never loved you all he wanted was sex 

and you were stupid eneguh to have it with him

you regreat all of it your tired of it he has a gf that 

you ust to be friends with but it dosent matter 

to her that you two had sex it

kills you that he was the 

first guy you really had sex with 

the last two raped you and you were misribale you never talked about it .

You have always thought that you werent pretty

that you were unloved, hated you are just so damn hurt

you tell other people there better than what they think but really are 

we? We think that were annoying stupid ugly

are we what we say we are im going to say yes i am what 

i say i am im unloved, i dont even know why the crap im here i just

want to end things so bad.