elphaba993

Pretty Little Whore

All these words

Swirling around in my head…

 

I have so much to say

But I don't know how

 

I feel like such a failure lately

 

All I've heard

Is how little I'm worth

 

And if it's such a popular opinion

Surely it's true

 

The only time

Anyone wants to listen to me

Is when my clothes fall on the floor

Piled on my dignity

 

You would think I'd be used to it

By now

 

I mean all I'm good for

 

All I've ever been good for

 

Is sex

 

I'm a pretty little toy

Used and discarded

Worthless

Unless I'm in bed

 

But still

I climb under those sheets

 

Just to feel like I matter

Even if it's only for a moment.

 

I'm drowning in this guilt

Drowning in my shame

 

Drowning just to feel

Alive

 

I have all these words

Swirling around in my head…

 

But they've never mattered,

And they never will.

Comments4

  • BRIAN & ANGELA

    ELPHA ~ THANKS FOR SHARING A BEAUTIFULLY CRAFTED POEM BUT WITH A PLAINTIVE MESSAGE ~ SO SAD ! You are beautiful ~ a true Daughter of Eve and so so much more than just a P L W ! You are trapped in your own beautiful body and so many Men take advantage of that ~ because Men love sex and choose to ignore the needs and elegance of the PROVIDER ! I am a Gentleman ELPHA and if you were my GF I would fulfill all your desires and then and then only if you willingly offered yourself would I consummate our love ! That is True Love and that is what you crave and deserve ! Thanks for sharing ~ we all care ! Hugs ~ BRIAN

  • notapoet

    Wow what a powefully emotional and sad write, simply amazing! My favorite line is,,

    The only time
    Anyone wants to listen to me
    Is when my clothes fall on the floor
    Piled on my dignity.

    Love your work... NAP

  • Tony36

    WOW, simply WOW

  • elphaba993

    Thank you all, so much ❤



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