I stay awake at night
Pondering what is wrong with me
I mean there must be something, right?
I mean how can there not be?
I feel like I give and give
And I try to better myself
But I'm still alone
I was raised to be independent
To not rely on anyone else
To be self sufficient
And maybe I learnt it a little too well
Because now all I want is to walk the earth
With someone whom I love and whom loves me
Someone who I can open up to
And be my true self
Someone who betters me and whom I better
But there has to be something wrong with me
Because no man seems to want that
At least with me
I mean I have quite a few friends
Whom are male
My best friend is a guy
But to others I suppose that I'm considered undesirable
I don't understand
Am I doing something wrong
Is it because Im not a size 4
Or is it because my personality is too much
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Author:
K.T. Williams (Pseudonym) (
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Comments3
What if the best romantic love you could possibly find was not the most intense and fulfilling experience you could have as a human?
What if you just assume that it is because that is what you have been taught?
There is so much more to this life then romantic love - although - I feel your pain, we all do.
Give it more time, and stop waiting.
<3
Very well written and expressed
I love how your vulnerability shines through - such a difficult thing to achieve, I've always believed that poetry is at its best and its success can be measured by the emotion it evokes xx
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