I am currently working on more light hearted work after a wonderful year of change . God bless you all..
This is way more than mere frustration
I am at a point where I may start boiling
It is no wonder why he blocked me from speaking to him
After things between us seemed somewhat normal again
I can be a lunatic sometimes
I guess I just could not hold it in any longer
My urge to explode growing stronger every second
The entire ordeal is huge mess, to put it lightly
He never wants to listen to anything I have to say
He knows how often I am right
He turns to me in question
Then, to the night he succumbs
To retreat within his secret world that I only know fragments of
I guess that we all have one
I went crazy as crazy gets the other day
I just think that we are done for the hundredth time
It's like I have been punished for behaving in such a rash manner
The silent treatment to a cruel and unforgiving extreme
I'm not going to lay down in the dust flailing like a fool
He has not that kind of power over me anymore
I have to face the fact that I let myself be utilized when he had nothing left
Nowhere to turn
So, off he went to track me down
To take me in his talons to his altar where he could burn be over and over again
Leaving me branded from head to toe with the symbols of our forgotten past
Ancient messages like living epitaphs upon my skin
I have been to Hell and beyond with that guy
I don't know why I even care
Branded so he will never fade from my memory and the scars will remain upon my body forever...
12/13/2016
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LIGHT WARRIOR (
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- Comment from author about the poem: This is the final piece i will write about Reyes Beecher. The man I have loved the most and the one who has abandoned me too many times. The next time he decides he needs me, I won't be there. ...I have gone on and I cannot disrespect myself that way any longer...xxxooo
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Good that you are cutting ties. Remember the saying, doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results, applies here. Do not enable anyone to treat you badly. That is what I think you say you may have learned in this piece..:)
Yeah..I wish it was that simple..my relationship with him spans over the past 7 years...and I have many more from that time to share that gives everyone an idea if just how intense it's been..this one is a finalization piece..I should maybe have waited to post it..but ..it's hard trying to decide what to publish cuz i have so much work to share..I'm going to start using the manuscript here to send it off to other places...I know that I must do something with it besides for this
Yes. If you believe in your heart that you must share, then do so. The story you tell comes from personal experiences and that is a recipe for success in writing. It is authentic. Send it to publishers, as well. Get feedback. I think you have the courage and talent to do that. I truly mean this. Good luck with this Pharaoh!
Talons to the altar! Love it. From your intro this is more like closing the book rather than a chapter.
Yeah ..the same alone to the altar line us not far from the truth..he us very much my little wizard ...we are both metaphysical people ..he's just much darker than I am ..damn he's beautiful...I hate it..sometimes I wish I never met him but it was and has been all worth it..we will remain friends I'm sure but other than that ,,ITS TIME TO MOVE ON..TY FOR Y our continued support...take care
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