I am currently working on more light hearted work after a wonderful year of change . God bless you all..
One year ago today
I was not at all where I am now
I am not ecstatic
I am just okay
But, it certainly beats feeling the way that I was feeling then
A bunch of two-faced pricks had me snowballed over and over again
Lately, though, I have really gotten to know what I am supposed to do when it comes to choosing who I love
This BOOMING voice from above and beyond
Shattering what were once my eardrums
Carrying me past that flimsy, flailing point of swallowing all of my tears
My fears have all found me, and as I have stated so many times before, I never have had very many
If I had a penny for each one of them, I would end up with a bit more than a nickel, much less than a dime
It is not at all a crime to relentlessly give everything your all
I refuse to become anyone elses fall guy
I would have already gone down if I was ever going to
If I was meant to give up or give in, it would have happened already
It almost has
I have shit my trousers in awe, if only but to appease them
The strongest arm of the law is behind me now, for they can see clearly that this crazy little shindig won't be happening unless the true soldiers remain free
I am taking back all of the power that I have so carelessly shared with ungrateful pawns
The fools that had my back one moment, then the next moment, POOF!, they were gone
Believe me, nothing is ever, anymore, any real big shocker
These little whack off sessions they keep having over what they have put me through are going to cost them, no matter where they manage to sneak away to get their groove on...
7/12/2012
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LIGHT WARRIOR (
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- Comment from author about the poem: This was written in the first week I was back in Nevada laying low while my attorney went to work with my case against the ABQ police dept . It's a long story to tell right here but there are a lot of sick bastards in this world. Even when you think those closest to you could never be so jealous, envious, or hateful it may be that they are your worst enemies...5000 dollars and a fairytale romance coming true were all that it took for a vicious little scheme to engulf my entire world.it was a nightmare that still effects me and a few others who I hold dear to my heart to this day.slmost 5 years later...in any event, I have achieved a whole new status in many areas of my life because of it that I would not lose for the world and the mess has made me, ultimately, a stronger warrior of the light..not to mention it has given me a whole lot of material with which to write about for all you diehards to read now...my blueprint in this incarnation was drawn heavily that is for sure...but it has made me a damned good writer!!! Enjoy....xxxooo
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Great write
This BOOMING voice from above and beyond
Shattering what were once my eardrums
Carrying me past that flimsy, flailing point of swallowing all of my tears
My fears have all found me, and as I have stated so many times before, I never have had very many
Love those lines my friend, great write.......NAP
Thank you very much for taking the time to read..I appreciate your support..
Betrayal sucks.
This was do much more than mere betrayal..it was a long drawn out sinister plot carried out by several people just to throw myself and my fiance at the time Marcos..we were in love and happy..he was completely drug free .we beat Heroin and that is a feat..anyway..I don't really wanna go into it all..about 2 weeks ago I ran into Marcos out if the blue..hadn't seen nor heard from him in well over a year. We may have our chance to be together again really soon..there must be a reason why after all the other shit I've been going through with Reyes recently..u know..u have followed my writings about it..I can't see not at least giving it a try..we both still love each other and have been acquainted for over 11 years...
Beating heroin is remarkable. Few are able to do so. Sending positive thoughts for your relationship.
Thank you..I found out today by his idiotic new boyfriend that he us paying out of his pocket 40 a day to support Marks habit very hr "loves him so much". Omg they deserve each other...I am MOVING ON IN 2017..MY FINAL ANSWER
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