Guardian Angels

Looking back into my distant past, i wonder if its too much to ask, to my guardian angel, to please bring back the feelings i always wanted to last. You've been with me from the start, and youll forever be in my heart until death do us part. I sometimes try to cope with my thoughts, but im always scared to face my conscience. I feel like my mind is a cell phone with millions of unclosed pages, and its killing me slowly, but surely. All my friends and familly who have entered eternal rest have Peacefully gone on, leaving me behind forever recalling your existence in my library of memorys and to guide myself back on the track of innocence.