I am currently working on more light hearted work after a wonderful year of change . God bless you all..
Behind closed doors
I got caught up in a hot moment that spawned from me finally getting fed up with being alone
A wolf in sheep's clothing came in for the kill begging me to let him give me his bone
I turned away in shock of his gargantuan size
Then, I went down and the surprise was on me
I started thinking about her a d how what I was doing wasn't right
His crazy battle axe who normally has her eyes and ears on his every waking moment like a lunatic hawk
Every day
Every night
She was shipped off to jail to do only a few hours of time
Perhaps she was even on to our liason from afar
Remote viewing the entire escapade
Yeah, now I see why she is always up his ass
Keeping him locked away in her bell jar asking her permission to have a hall pass
I want him so
I always have
Now, it's to the point of simply needing to fucking get laid
He thought that I would be too blind to notice the spite lying just beyond the lens
It's too late now to turn back time
I have already put a down payment on our getaway Benz
Too bad
So sad
But, nothing past that once ever had time to happen
I would never have thought then that him seeing me with my own significant other would make him turn his back to my friendship and walk away
His true colors show themselves so clearly now
There is really nothing more for me to say
When his sky becomes grey, I will simply tell him to take care
Did he think that his covetous ways would somehow spare him someday?
Now I sit here wishing in a way that we would have just continued to play on
Because the one that popped up in his way is now just a rythym in my head without any ryhme
He's gone
The crimes that he has committed against me must have been played out in advance
Chance has never proven to be anything more than heresay
I often wonder if it was my karma returning to pay me back for my own covetous ways with the brat next door
I not only feel stupid for how I acted toward him now but I also feel like a cheap, conniving whore
He and She and I
Sat down here together one night just before the tough got going almost too strong for me to bear
Finally, I understood why she has become like his warden
She has gone through the same ups and downs that come from caring about your man too much that I have
It was then suddenly to me worse than ever
I realized then and there that coveting my neighbor had probably landed my sinful ass in the middle of an extremely clever pay back plan
I would fuck myself hard without a kiss too if I were her and if that beautiful creature was my man...
5/10/2011
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LIGHT WARRIOR (
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- Comment from author about the poem: This was written after an affair I had with my neighbor. His girlfriend ended up becoming a very dear friend of mine later on and a star witness in my lawsuit. I am over feeling bad about it because I have LITERALLY paid the price .It's not in my character to be such a whoe!!There are subsequent writings about this situation that I will publish in the future...Lesson learned!😘😃😎😈😵
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Great write
Always my pleasure my friend..I love how diverse your mind is..How open you are to my craziness..lol
Welcome, it helps to be a little crazy myself
I learn so much about life reading your poems, so rich in content and emotion.
Thank you so much..That was a very nice thing to say..And I am pleased that others can learn about things they would otherwise be blind to..Even if the reason is because they\'ve been wise enough not to get involved w such things..My calling on life is obviously to live , to learn, and to express it in words in a way that makes people understand...thank u for keeping an open mind and for your positive feedback.i inspire me...And we\'ve come a LONG WAY, I REMEMBER UR FIRST COMMENT WAS THAT I CURSE TOO MUCH..LOL I never DENIED IT EITHeR CUZ YEAH I KInDA DO..
I am laughing. You do remember and I do also. I had hoped that you would forget that. In fact most of the time when other poets use a curse word i will skip the rest of the poem and go on. I also remember thinking to myself, "This guy asked for feedback, I gave it to him and pissed him off."~~~ But there was something that made me stay on and continue to read. I believe that it is your absolute unadulterated honesty with your emotions and experiences that attracted me. I have never been able to achieve that in life and walk around as a chameleon.
Understand..In any event, I am happy to see you expanding your horizons..Imagine all that u may have neglected yourself of experiencing just because someone used a \"naughty\" word...Tell me, WHO IN THE BLEEP DECIDES WHICH WORDS ARE SO???EXACTLY...ITS HOGWASH..IF ThAT wERE tHE CASE, THEN PEOPLE SHOULD KEEP QUIET ALTOGETHER...ITS NOT THE WORD ITS THE CONTEXT IN WHICH IT IS USED...👿😇😨
wonderful and honest with raw emotion you have a mighty pen
my friend! ww
Thank you sooo much brutha WEED..BTW..Was that poem Kathy write not BRILLIANT??? I WAS a bit jealous until I saw that I was included..lol
Oh your welcome I love to read your writing, it's so sans the bullshit.
Yes Kathy's poem was fun, and if they talk about poet's on this site it would be illegal to not mention your name. I feel a little bad that I didn't mention PH Rose
or Chissy 8 in my comments though. Any way seize the day! peace ww
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