I'm fat

catdeu

I'm not thick
I'm not pleasantly plump
I will never be a stick
But my ass will always be bigger than a camels hump
I step on the scale
And it goes out of control
Spinning and spinning and now I'm starting to turn pale
Now I look in the mirror and my hands start to tremble
I can't fight back the tears
Because I wish my body was just a rental
To have a new body would change my world
I wouldn't have to go to the bathroom every time eat
And have everyone know that I just hurled
I could wear a dress and let my legs show
I could get ready in 5 minutes
And I wouldn't be the one getting yelled at every morning "why are you always so slow?"
Because I would no longer have to cover my rolls
Or put pounds of makeup on over my moles
Everyone tells me I'm beautiful, there is nothing wrong!
"You have body dismorphia"
"Just keep hanging on!"
Don't tell me that what I see isn't true
And that my eyes deceive me
I know what I see, and you should be saying "moo"
Because I'm clearly a cow
And if you asked me how I got here
I simply wouldn't know how

  • Author: catdeu (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 9th, 2017 12:24
  • Comment from author about the poem: I'm not a poet, this is the 3rd poem I'm ever written and I am just enjoying getting my thoughts and feelings out. Enjoy
  • Category: Unclassified
  • Views: 106
  • User favorite of this poem: brianna jean zeiger.
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Comments6

  • Hopey_xx

    Great poem... keep writing 🙂

    • catdeu

      Thankyou!! I will!! 🙂

    • WriteBeLight

      Wonderful piece of work. I sympathize entirely! Yes, writing poems is a great way to deal with issues. Glad you are doing so!

      • catdeu

        Why thankyou!!! I appreciate you taking the time to read my poem and comment such a nice thing. 🙂

        • WriteBeLight

          You are very welcome!

        • My_Brain

          Wonderful poem! I just wanted u to know that I think u look beautiful! Don't beat yourself up over things u can't change.

          • catdeu

            Well thankyou that is very sweet!!

          • Tony36

            Great poem

            • catdeu

              Thankyou!

              • Tony36

                Welcome

              • BRIAN & ANGELA

                WOW CAIT ~ ARE YOU TELLING US PORKIES ? Your profile looks so trim. I hate STICKS and size ZERO ~ I like my Ladies to be UK 16 at least ~ Cuddly ~ Cute ~ Happy and not slaves to fashion or what it dictates. Poetry is fun and it's good to have a good poetic rant. You are beautiful and smart (read the comments !) and we all LOVE YOU ~ Hugs ~ BRIAN

              • willyweed

                I never saw your body but I can say with surety you have a beautiful mind. ww

                • catdeu

                  That is so sweet. Thank you so much!



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