Where are you ?

AT TIMES I GET BACKED IN TO A WALL GET PUSHED BUT NEVER FALL I GET PARALYZED WHEN EVERYONE CALLS.

IM NOT ALONE CAUSE EVERYONE IS IN MY SIGHT EVERYONE I SEE JUST WANTS TO FIGHT , SOME TIMES IM WRONG BUT MOST OF THE TIMES IM RIGHT.

 I REALLY WANT TO GO PACK EACH DAY I GET ATTACKED..

NOBODY TO DEFEND BUT EVERYONE TO PRETEND. PROTECTED BY STRANGERS NOT EVEN MY OWN KIN , I SPEAK WITH THE LORD AND NOT ONLY WHEN I SIN ,THEY ALL SAY THEY HERE FOR ME IM JUST LIKE WHEN ?

I NEVER REALIZED HOW MUCH I CRY SO MUCH HURT I CANT EVEN HIDE BEHIND A SHUT EYE ,WHEN YOU READY TO BE HERE ILL JUST SAY BYE !!