Enough be said

I ask myself everyday, "Why does he act like this towards me"? "Why did I ever think a guy like him would like a girl like me?" And am I good enough for him?" and "Am I chasing the wrong guy still?" Every time I close my eyes to fall into a deep sleep, he suddenly pops up in my dreams, smiling at me, holding my hand, squeezing my arm, or touching my face. Everyday I see him at school, I just wanna give him a hug, a kiss on his big bright forehead, and fall right into his arms. Everyday, I always hear negative things like "He don't want you", "He don't like you", and "When his birthday come, you won't be able to date him any", How can someone tell me that he doesn't like me, when they don't talk to him, or even ask him if he liked me ? He probably does, and if he does, he sure is good at lying about it hiding it. Because I feel the feels in him. I just think that if you're not a priority in his life, or his friend, then you CANNOT tell me who likes me or not, just because of how they look at me when you're looking at HIM !!! And this guys smart, he doesn't even tells his friends how he feels about me and If he does even speak my name then it still doesn't mean that he said any bad about me. My associate Amanda, talks to him when I tell her to. And she's just like the other people, she tells me everyday that he says he doesn't like me, but how do I know that he's telling her that ? He could be telling this girl that he has a big surprise for me or that he really likes me and he probably told her to lie and or told the girl,not to tell me what he said. That's okay, let enough be said. No one knows if he likes me or not, just say that, so let enough be said !!!