You have no idea how nice it is waking up alone and I’m fully clothed(its really such a relief)
All those times you woke me up to bone
You were etched all over my soul
And baby now I'm falling in love with going to bed on my own
Love or lust whatever it was it just wasn’t for us
You made me think I could trust you
Even though you said I was dumb
In a sick way I hope you end up suffering
I hope you realize the way you acted tougher
just caused me to see you were really rough with me
I hope you can’t go to sleep
with the crazy thoughts inside your head
I hope you know you made me weak,
and I won’t be strong until your dead
and you probably didn’t know I now suffer from ptsd, depression and anxiety.
All because you had to f*ck with me
You destroyed my view on reality
You’ve made sleep seem like the best thing to me
And now I over eat because you were always starving me
I never acknowledged the abuse because I thought I was in love with you
I don’t understand why I’m just now seeing the truth
Love, or lust whatever it was it really wasn’t for us..
I wish you knew how hard it was
Never knowing when to give up
You were always the worst of us
You played me &made me think I was dumb
I just know you’re never gonna be someone
I tried to numb the pain, remember how many times I walked away
I loved you babe
But you were a needle in my vein
The heroin to my brain
You taught me to believe in hate
Now all I want to say to you
Is f*ck you and have a nice day
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riahbear (
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- Comment from author about the poem: I\\\'m sorry to whoever is reading this thats not him. And I apologize for being so bad at poetry. This is the only way I know how to mend my broken soul.
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Oh wow, the anger and passion of your pain is clearly felt in this awesomely expressed piece, brilliant write and never apologize for what you feel or express through your writing, which is very good in my opinion. looking forward to more of your work. Please check out my similar piece called "Left for dead" if you get a chance, and welcome to the community...
Why thank you so much! I will definitely be back. I don't know what took me so long to actually let the world hear me. I've been writing for a while now. I'm gonna go check out your work right now! 🙂
Who says you are bad at poetry. This is AWESOME.
thank youuu sm 💞
Welcome
I loved it. I am glad you are away from that boy.
Thank you, I am so very glad as well. Unfortunately I had gone back to him once but it was only for the sake of seeing my best friend because they lived together. I should have put this part in my poem. I felt that as if I couldn't see my best friend unless I had something to do with him. It really shook me up.
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