screwed up due to bulimia

nina_

exploration, 

menstruation,

two of the things you screwed up, 

your empty cup,

out of luck,

oh fuck,

you've done no good,

even if you could,

you'd lie alone,

next to a stone, 

that you wouldn't hit yourself with, 

no,

because you're already dying,

lying,

crying,

falling apart,

little by little,

breaking down,

at least you don't have a crown,

to be an ideal,

who looks down at little girls,

who want to be just like you,

because that would suck,

that's the one good luck.

 

  • Author: nina_ (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 10th, 2017 00:33
  • Comment from author about the poem: This is a poem about eating disorders (aiming towards anorexia and bulimia), means a lot to me so leave what you think of it:)
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 59
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  • ron parrish aka wordman

    wow,let it out

    • nina_

      Thanks!

    • willyweed

      nice words for bad habits, hope your ok now?

      • nina_

        Ah yes! Slowly recovering! Thanks for your input:)

      • Tristan Robert Lange

        Wow! Thanks for sharing what is a very personal and painful struggle. Our society does not make it easy on girls or women. There are also some boys/men who suffer body image issues and eating disorders as well. I pray you have found peace and the help you need to not only survive but to thrive despite it all! Great emotive write on such an important subject!!!

        • nina_

          Aha! Yes, I know there are different genders that suffer from eating disorders and different types of eating disorders, I was focusing on myself and anyone that can relate. Thank you for your input! Means a lot!!!

        • BRIAN & ANGELA

          WELCOME NINA ~ Thanks for sharing a very personal first poem. I am sure you found it cathartic ~ I absorbed some of your ANGST reading it. MPS is a very supportive site and we welcome POEMS from a paining heart. It enables us to say WE care for you and are thinkin' of you an' prayin' for you ! Every Blessing ~ BRIAN (UK) Please check my poems ~ Thanks B

          • nina_

            Thank you for the amazing compliment! Means so much to me:) I'll be sure to check out your poems, xoxo



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