Don't know where to go

krystal

 

Panic Attack 

 Like a level 10

I got my k'Swiss's on 

But im a Mess

Feeling something slick

      I can handle what is next 

But I don't understand If My minutes are up

My heart is pounding and my head is throbbing 

                      Some Aftershocks 

                        Still Electrifying

                             Intox

                     Could use a detox 

Could use a break but I gotta keep going

I need my baby

My boy a little being of me I created or was used to create him and my whole part of my Heart he has

Its lost wondering, drowning.

 

 

 

 

 

  • Author: krystal (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 30th, 2017 03:32
  • Comment from author about the poem: I\\\'m going through the loss of a custody battle for my 20 month old son to his dad in another town. I\\\'m new in town, I just miscarried at 11 weeks this last week. I lost half my blood and had a transfusion. I\\\'m having panic and anxiety attacks on and off pretty severe compared to what I\\\'m used to. And grieF and dizzy and heart racing and confused lost but still alive and still strong
  • Category: Reflection
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  • BRIAN & ANGELA

    WELCOME KRYSTAL ~ Welcome to MPS ~ thanks for caring & sharing. There is a lot of PATHOS in your pom and I can understand why ! Betrayal ~ miscarriage ~ custody battle etc too much for you to bear. MPS is a very empathetic site and if you share we can help you bear the angst and the pain. Thinking of you and praying for you ~ BRIAN (UK)

    • krystal

      Thank you

    • Tony36

      Well written and expressed Great write



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