Watching My Crush

I am watching her ..

I am watching her read a book , noticing each facial expression as she read.

I am watching her pop a cheerio in her mouth without skipping a word on the page .

I am watching her lift her eyes off the book to answer a question , Talking rapidly.

 Watching her finishing up her lunch with a sweet smile before getting out of her seat.

I am watching in curiosity as those long legs walk away from me , wondering how could they ever be know to be  clumsy.  

I am still watching but now I am watching her watch me out of the corner of my eyes .

I am watching her stare at me , Feeling completely naked under her gaze.  

Watching her eyes intensity the more she stared, Turning around feeling its time to break up this gaze of hers .

I am watching her smile and turn away continuing with her book.  

I am watching her one last time as she has stopped watching me .

I am watching her read her book as she is eating P.F  Chang's . 

I am watching as she no longer looks at me intensely with those eyes.

 I am watching her close her book .

I am watching her get out of her seat and throw away her trash.

I am watching her one last time walk out of my life , my mind and heart forever