Lost

not everyone has an easy life, the happiest ones could be the weakest and the saddest ones could be faking it all, to me goodbye means forever, not another word, voice left unspoken, hearts left shattered and broken, no hellos just a goodbye forever, to me strength means pain and every hope is just another chance for disappointment and every hello is another way of breaking my heart, i cry behind closed doors and i hide my eyes behind every sweater, every time im finally happy for once...everything just falls apart again over and over, i have finally learned to balance it, i heal in the day and i break at night, everyone has taken everything away from me, ive lost my confidence to sing, i have been told to stop writing what i like to write about most, i lost my innocence, i lost my right to love who i want, i lost my mom, i lost my hope to try, i lost my time to someone who no longer cares, i lost who i was for awhile but my music had always found my hiding spot, i lost my prayers and i forgot my purpose, the one thing i havent lost...is my wisdom.