WANT IT TO END

the truth is

i havent been doing so well

and just lately

im under a hidden spell

when i get home

its just a normal day

i sit there and cry

just wishing i was okay

i tried to tell my councillor this

but all she does is smile

she turns to me and says

"in the end it'll be worthwhile"

well maybe thats true

but ive fallen down a hole

theres nothing but blackness

so what the hell do you know

doctors think its just school

the pressure of exams

but its much more than that

my heads a traffic jam

its like theres a war

going on inside my head

nothing i can do

i want to stay in bed

so please someone

come and save me

save me from myself

my thoughts control me