NEVER_LOSE_HOPE/ rachel...

I PICKED IT UP

What can I say?
I did it again
Took that blade
And sliced my skin

It had been a while
And I was doing so well
But then something happened
And I guess I fell

It's okay though
I don't do it to die
I do it cause i need to feel
The need to be able to fly

I want to get better
Don't get me wrong
I don't want to seem attention seeking
But I hate being "strong"

I'm sorry to bother you
I'm not asking for much
I just want your hand
And a loving touch

Don't worry about me
I'm nothing to be sad about
Of course you laughed at me
And pushed me about

But what can I say
I picked it up again
I picked up that blade
To make me feel again

Comments3

  • Ace-of-spades

    oh hun I am so so sorry. Be safe please?

  • Hopey_xx

    Im sorry that you've had a relapse. Keep battling through, you can do it

  • Papi Y

    Hang in there!



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