I see the ocean waves move
across the ocean floor
And I remember how you said
I'd always be some one you'd adore
But no one knew
Knew the some one inside of you
I feel the cold breeze
I fall and hit my knees
The water chaps me
I see you slap me
I relive my fears
I start to scream but no one hears
Just like no one ever heard
And I rehear it, every mean word
The waves hit the ground hard
and take my breath away
I can feel u strangle me, like you did that day
The sands hard and scrapes my skin
My heart races as I remember u shove it in
Blistering wind is blowing to cold &
To fast
ocean waves sprinkle My body
With a splash
I feel your sweat drip on face
Remember you going down, just for
A taste
I despise the dark memories of all
You forced me to do
And I don't know how to not love u
And delete the memories of the love
In between your violence and rape
I don't know why I love you
My husband, why aren't you some
One I hate
I can't control the memories I miss and adore
So I sit in the ocean waves and wish
They'd sweep me under the ocean floor
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Author:
LML (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: May 7th, 2017 00:22
- Comment from author about the poem: None of my emotions make since
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Comments2
Sometimes beautiful work comes from terrible tragedies; I do love your last line
Thank u
what incredibly vivid description.. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
Me ethier. It's been hard. They say time will heal me⭐️ He's in jail so I'm getting better now🌺
At least he's been stopped then, that sounds truly awful to go through.. I hope everything's getting better x
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