NEVER_LOSE_HOPE/ rachel...

WHAT IF I TOLD YOU?

What if I told you
I wanted to die
That I'm tired of living
Of being alive

What if I told you
it gets worse at night
The thoughts get louder
And nothing is right

What if I told you
I felt no purpose
Nothing could save me
I feel so worthless

What if I told you
I wanted to cut
The blades get sharper
"Don't touch the butt"

What if I told you
There's nothing in sight
My future is dead
And my head feels light

What if I told you
I have nothing to give
That I'm sick of being worthless
And I don't want to live

Would you smile and say
It's gonna be alright
Or would you turn away
With such fright

Would you leave
Like everyone else
Or would you stay
Cause I need to be helped

I guess you'll never know
Whatever happens in life
Nothing ever seems
Like you'll find that light

Comments3

  • SorrowfullyHappy

    i can relate i could lie and say things get easier or i could tell you the truth that someday you will find something or someone worth living for

    • SorrowfullyHappy

      i don't like myself i don't like who i've become but i didn't have a choice on the path i took

    • NEVER_LOSE_HOPE/ rachel...

      "dont touch the butt" is a code for "dont touch the blade" me nd my best friend made it up

    • Writings From The Unknown13

      i can relate to this so much i have felt this feeling so many times



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