to fall in love hurts.

Ruth Fadairo

Frustrated. I'm frustrated. 

This emotion isn't exactly what I anticipated.

My sanity. My mind. My body. My soul.

I'm beginning to question what exactly is the goal,

Of you,

Of me,

Of us.

 

Why keep me here?

Because you know I'll take you back

Why keep me here?

Because you know I'll always have your back

 

This feeling inside me, is it supposed to be like this?

The feeling of wanting you, the feeling of wanting your kiss

The feeling of your tender touch on me

Your touch on my soul

The bond that we share, it's almost unbreakable

 

But it isn't is it. It isn't unbreakable.

If you felt the way I felt, me and you could be unstoppable.

You see me one day, tell me everything I want to hear

You'll sit with me and even help me wipe away my tears

 

The tears that you caused. 

The tears that you bring.

Yet here you are lying to me

Telling me how you feel.

 

You feel the same way

That's you love to say

And like a fool 

I almost believe you

 

When I'm with you I feel like a eagle soaring through in the sky.

That's how great your presence has an impact on my life

Yet you've cut my wings off and left me here to die.

If only the promises you sing to me were true.

I wouldn't be typing this, feeling the blues.

 

I feel angry, horrified at myself

For ever allowing you to make me question myself

I'm  here thinking what could I have done better? 

But Why should I? 

It's you that needs to do better.

 

I'll leave you for now

Let you work on yourself

Be the man you're supposed to be

Be the man I pray for you to be

 

I want to hear you say "I love you!"

But you're weak. You're weak. You're afraid

Afraid of the possibility to fall in love.

Afraid of the possibility that maybe I could be the one.

  • Author: Ruth Fadairo (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 17th, 2017 14:17
  • Category: Love
  • Views: 42
  • Users favorite of this poem: alisha, mariposa.
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Comments3

  • BRIAN & ANGELA

    Thanks for sharing a very poignant poem RUTH ~ about the Agony & Ecstasy of Love. It is something many of us can empathise with ! You do survive RUTH but sometimes the PAIN OF LOVE ~ lasts forever. Blessings ~ BRIAN (UK)

    • Ruth Fadairo

      thank you, appreciate it!

    • mariposa

      that was AWSOME

      • Ruth Fadairo

        thank you!

        • mariposa

          your welcome and your really pretty

        • Lost & Found

          Honesty, purity and from the heart sear through this! I felt it! thank you for the privilege! Peace!



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