Dear ex, sincerely, a broken heart

you may think im doing fine

it may look like im doing fine

thats because i want you to think im doing fine

but im really not 

i am not fine 

when your around,

i stand on my feet like nothing happened 

but the moment your gone,

i fall a hundred feet to the ground 

and my heart is the only thing broken

your always a thought in my mind,

while im never a thought in your mind anymore 

im hurting so much that when i cry...

i cant even look into your eyes

erasing those pictures of us is like erasing every memory of us

every memory of what we were 

every memory of what we had

im in more pain now than when we were together 

those pictures are irreplaceable

and every picture of us just keeps running through my head 

every note and letter you have ever written to me...

still means the world to me 

it isnt right for you to blame me for our break up 

because it was all your fault 

lies hurt more than the truth 

all i wanted from the start was the truth 

remember how you told me you were going to get on your knees and beg for me back????

i want to tell you something that i didnt tell you then...

if you did get on your knees and beg for me back,

i just wanted to let you know that i wouldve said...

yes...