My anorexia

I feel so lonely, so by myself
Everybody is saying they're concerned for my health.
By noone understands,
pushing food as demands,
Wondering why I'm not dealing
with how I am feeling.                   
I'm here for you, I've got your back'
But you're not me, so you don't know jack.
'You best get better, don't give up on us now'
Some days are so hard, I just don't know how.
But I wouldn't be writing if I wasn't fighting,
This is my song, help me be strong.
I feel so lonely me and my other self
Everybody is saying they're concerned for my health.
People to talk to, share how I'm feeling,
But they don't know how i'm dealing, all alone.
I'm trapped and I'm sad, making people mad,
My other self is glad
Because I'm weak today, yesterday, and the day before that,
When I eat I feel fat
So I starve myself,
Everybodys saying they're concerned for my health.
I feel so alone me and my other me,
It's easy to see, I've got a hold over me.
I stop fighting myself, am I happy for me?
Am I alone? I feel a new bone,
And I'm happy for me.
Waking up in the mornings, at night in bed,
Constantly having myself in my own fucking head.
Tonight i'll skip dinner so I wake up thinner,
But who is the winner?
Me or my other self
Everybody's saying they're concerned for my health.
Today I'm standing up to myself, I feel strong enough,
But my other self is so so tough.
Telling me I'm bad, but I'm doing good,
To loved ones I'm being rude
Cause I'm obssessing about food.
Its hard to concentrate
Be around a mate,
Feelings of fustrate.
I can't do right for doing wrong
And I'm tying to be strong,
Its so hard, because my other self is mad,
So I get mad, then I get sad,
Is this good or bad?
I can't share my pain, I take myself away,
Until another day.
I feel so lonely, me and my other self, everybody's saying they're concerned for my health.