I Dont Matter...

Writings From The Unknown13

i walk a thousand miles each day to get away from the person that im becoming

no matter how hard i try,

its never good enough

im trying to leave my past and forget about it

but every time something bad happens...

it seems to follow me wherever i go, 

i can never get away

its hard to choose what to do with my mind and heart screaming out at me,

at the same time

i say one thing but think the opposite

sometimes i wish i could just die to make my problems go away 

"stand up for yourself"

"make your voice heard"

"speak up"

"say what you really want to say"

"speak what your really feeling"

but its harder than it sounds

but i can try...

but in the moment...

i just cant say what im really feeling 

its like my heart doesnt matter 

how i really feel doesnt matter 

my feelings dont matter

my oxygen doesnt matter 

my life doesnt matter...

i dont matter...

 

  • Author: Writings From The Unknown13 (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 9th, 2017 08:48
  • Comment from author about the poem: i wrote this last year in 2016
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 65
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  • Louis Gibbs

    It's called the journey to self ... discovering who we are. You will get there if you keep searching. Good poem!

  • Poetic Dan

    Powerful! The tear that I could not contain was my pain. I have no answer but know your words just matterd.

    Thank you for helping me on my journey.
    Be who you are, remember everything is change, now I'm talking to myself and your still helping me write what I feel.



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