i walk a thousand miles each day to get away from the person that im becoming
no matter how hard i try,
its never good enough
im trying to leave my past and forget about it
but every time something bad happens...
it seems to follow me wherever i go,
i can never get away
its hard to choose what to do with my mind and heart screaming out at me,
at the same time
i say one thing but think the opposite
sometimes i wish i could just die to make my problems go away
"stand up for yourself"
"make your voice heard"
"speak up"
"say what you really want to say"
"speak what your really feeling"
but its harder than it sounds
but i can try...
but in the moment...
i just cant say what im really feeling
its like my heart doesnt matter
how i really feel doesnt matter
my feelings dont matter
my oxygen doesnt matter
my life doesnt matter...
i dont matter...
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Writings From The Unknown13 (
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- Comment from author about the poem: i wrote this last year in 2016
- Category: Sad
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Comments2
It's called the journey to self ... discovering who we are. You will get there if you keep searching. Good poem!
Powerful! The tear that I could not contain was my pain. I have no answer but know your words just matterd.
Thank you for helping me on my journey.
Be who you are, remember everything is change, now I'm talking to myself and your still helping me write what I feel.
awww your so welcome
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