Breaking a Heart

I thought I knew what a heart break was

But I think everyone does

It wasn’t until today

There literally weren’t any words to say

To me though this was a different type of ache

One that I didn’t know I could make

Slowly that look is overpowering my brain

Doubting who I am once I saw the pain

Choosing to open up this day no one knew

A huge smile broke across my face too

The smile left just as fast as it came

Yet I was the only one to really blame

Sitting down you were right beside me

If only inside my head you could see

When I turned and looked

I hated myself for what I took

My heart broke more than ever before

And for once I saw your core

Trying to pull the words out of my mouth only to be quiet

If only you knew about the ongoing riot

Drowned in self doubt

Feels like I never knew what true heart break was about

Things are starting to fall down

Isn’t there already enough hatred going around

Can’t escape that girl I once was a long time ago

That look is what tore me though

We sat so close yet we couldn’t be more far apart

I’m so sorry mom for breaking your heart.