Forever

As I lay here in bed, I'm terrified
I think I'm losing my mind
This time around, I can't handle it all
I have nothing to hold on to, I'm gonna fall

I feel more alone and scared than before
I'm not lying when I say I can't live like this anymore
I don't know how to not feel this way
I'm tired of knowing tomorrow's gonna be worse than today

I think I'll feel like this forever
To death I surrender
I want your sweet release
Oh, how it would feel, to finally be at peace