Going insane

The paper in front of me

Is telling me to

List ten reasons why I'm fading away

Another part of me darkens

Ha... if only they knew

One

I want to burn my life to a charcoal black

I want it all to burn away, and never look back

Two

I want to throw myself of a stone ledge

And show them that they pushed me off the edge

Three

I am drowning in my sorrows, and admittedly self-pity

Why can't anyone see, that they're the ones killing me?

Four

I see life as a closing door

I have the darkness, how could I ask for more?

Five

I can never tell when I'm going to fear

The world, is a glass mirror

Six

Repetition is key, that's what they say

But isn't that a code, to make us all obey?

Seven

Over and over they screech in terror, it's driving me insane

All the monsters gather inside me, it's causing so much pain

Eight

First I am black, suddenly I'm white

Eventually I realized, that something isn't right

Nine

I know now were all dogs, meant to follow order

But I broke the precious rules, and they tossed me over the border

Ten

Now I don't need humanity or vanity

Cause I've got profanity and INSANITY