I feel this demon deep inside,
From its grasp I can not hide.
What it wants, I must abide,
Sometimes I'm so terrified.

I feel this demon take control,
Dragging me further to its hell hole.
It owns my body, my thoughts and soul,
It wants my heart to make it whole.

I feel this demon all day, all night,
I can not eat, can't sleep, can't fight.
It is so strong, its hold so tight,
I feel so sad, I'm fucking shite!

I feel this demon deep inside,
Its grasp on me has multiplied.
And it won't stop til satisfied,
It laughs and whispers.. Suicide.

  • Author: Renzi Mars (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 22nd, 2017 05:38
  • Comment from author about the poem: We all have our inner struggles and thoughts that we hide inside. Some come and go, some stay, some we even hide from ourselves until alone. I penned mine down last night when feeling 'pleh' to get it all out....and here i share! Today is a new day !
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 41


  • Renzi

  • Goldfinch60

    Today will be a better day.

    • Renzi

      💓 damn right

    • Louis Gibbs

      Beautifully expressed, impactful poem, Renzi! Good work.

      • Renzi


      • FredPeyer

        Renzi, an incredible poem again. You are so eloquent, your rhyming is outstanding. And you really, really captured the power any addiction has over us. I want to, no need to, read more from you.

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