To what do I owe this pain?

Xxxplicit

         

  • To what do I owe this? And when will I know bliss?
  • what is the sign you have made me miss and why can't I remember?
  • What is the reason every November seems colder than the last and why does each September dismember me until I fall apart?
  • Where has the part of me gone and where has my heart headed?
  • Why do I feel beheaded and why is this pain imbedded in my body but not my head?
  • What are the lies fed? And what truth has been left for dead?
  • Who am I and why is all that I feel only dread?
  • Who am I instead of who I'm supposed to be? And why is the old me not in range to see? 
  • When do I find what I was built to be? And why am I shrouded in the giult you gave to me?
  • What's free to save? and what's given?
  • Why is it me who seems to be unforgiving?
  • Why is it that I'm still living and why am I alive to die?
  • Why is it I must cry and what is it that makes me survive the lie?
  • What ends are left loose? And which ones can I tie?
  • What is near by? And why can't I find myself in this flood?
  • Why can't I see past the blood? And why can't I wash away the mud from these wounds not mended?
  • Is this the way it was meant to be ended? Or is everything about myself that I've defended gone to waste?
  • What is this taste?
  • Why is my pride laced in all my sin?
  • And will I win or will I just fall?
  • What was this all? And is this the last call? Or am I just standing tall just to fall once more?
  • Please just tell me because I can't take this anymore,
  • I just can't fake this even more, no,
  • So answer me,
  • To what do I owe this pain?
  • because I just don't know what you have to gain.
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  • Author: XXX (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 26th, 2017 06:11
  • Comment from author about the poem: Asking life what do I owe the pain it gives me, why it\\\'s given, and when enough is enough.
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  • Jeff

    Ive asked that same question all my life man.....nice write

    • Xxxplicit

      Thank you my man. Much appreciated



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