What I'd tell my younger self. You're right! you're going through hell, yes nothing hurts more than having your heart ripped out, stamped on, spat at and ignored. Having to put it in a carrier bag, no longer wanting it to be yours, just asking for this all to stop as life just feels though it is a battle of endless Wars.
For this you was right and one day you'll understand that it started way before you were even born, but the cycle has slowly been changing for good. For you will make that change you so desperately needed, that words, and the human touch will be your main currency. You'll one day have this in all the company you keep and attract, then those endless wars will be with helping others not yours.
Have courage and be brave
For we are all on the same stage