a collection of poems from tonight

I am not good with words
i don't always say the right things 
but i know how to feel 
i know how I feel about you 
You are like my bed after a long day, when i finally get home and can lay down in the warmth of my sheets and blankets, you comfort me in distress 
you are like the cold iced water or soda when i have been running in the heat, you give me energy and relief 
you are like the sun after a cold long winter you give me hope and warmth
you are like church after a long separation from my savior you make me feel connection to the earth 
you are the breath of fresh air after feeling like you are suffocating you keep me going 
i am not always good with words 
but you make me feel again

DETAILS TO DUPREE

I notice the small things
i pay close attention to detail
especially when it comes to him
I have memorized your habits 
the way you pick your words carefully when angered
the way you smile at me with your big soft lips and your gaped teeth
i have memorized your touch 
the way you hold my hand 
i have memorized the sound of you whispering " i love you"
i have memorized the way you act goofy 
i know your face well
because i see you in my thoughts 
the scar on your eyebrow you got when i was a sophomore
the visit in the hospital when you didn't want stitches
I know your curly top, blond from that night you dyed it while i was at summer camp
i know your lips from that night at the roller skate rink where we kissed
I notice
i pay attention to detail 
I know your laugh when you are distracted 
i have memorized the smell of your cologne
I pay attention
I notice everything you do 
because i am falling for you more and more everyday

DO NOT TOUCH ME

Don't touch me 
i don't want to feel connection to you 
Don't look at me
I don't wan to be seen today 
Don't listen to my words
i don't want to be heard
Don't ask me questions today 
i don't want to speak
Don't kiss me 
i don't want to taste her spit still in your mouth
Don't want to be near the world today 
i want to hide
i want to be alone 
i want to get lost in someone's breathe 
i want to be with him again 
i want to disapear 
i want to make a big mistake 
i want to be held without lust 
i want someone to notice me without attention 
i want someone to hear me without listening 
i want to feel without being touched
I want I want I want